I think the worst part about figuring out
that no one hates you
is realizing you were the one
who hated yourself all along.
No one judged you.
You did.
I did.
I put myself through this.
I suffered for nothing.
I see now why the third eye chakra
should be opened last.
I understand it now.
Because I see everything clearly,
and no one is the problem but me.
How do I fight the demon
when the demon is me?
I was told I needed to fight the monsters,
but they just kept coming and coming.
Until I realized
I was the one creating them.
It’s a fight between me and myself.
I thought the world was the world,
and myself was myself.
But no.
The world became exactly how I saw it.
I thought I was angry at the world.
Now I realize
I was just angry at myself.
To change your reality,
you have to change yourself.
It’s your perspective that is blurred,
not the world.
The world becomes
whatever you make it.
I want a better world.
So I’ll decide.
I choose to be happy.